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Good Looking Girls
04:19
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Come a little closer
Tell me how it goes / Tell me what it's like / Tell me what to do
Come a little closer
So you won't be the only one who knows / So you can make me feel, feel alright / 'Cause I think I could fall in love with you
Good looking girls
And better looking boys
It's automatic
It's automatic when you know what you're doing
It's so easy
It's so easy when you know how to screw things up
But you do it
You do it anyway
Cause it's easier to pretend that you weren't wrong
And throw it all away
It's so pathetic
It's so pathetic when you don't know what's going on
Almost impressive
Almost impressive when you find out what you do wrong
And well maybe
It works out in the end
But until then you just keep telling yourself
That it's all pretend
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So pull me, pull me
Pull a little closer
With everyone so magnetic
And tease me, tease me
Make me fall in love
Restart my heart with your magic
Oh no, I've fallen in love again
That's the third time this day
I need to get my heart checked out
I need to throw it away
It's just a little harder, a fall a little further
When the heartbreak's all in your head
Cause the stories and lives of the girls that walk by
Will be made up by me instead
Oh, I'm so helplessly in love
With the thought of being in love with you
But all my dreams are built on desperation
So it feels like there's nothing I can do
And she won't know just what she's doing
Or what she's doing is now doing to me
But it's all in my mind, the same every time
So I've got to let myself down gently
God damn my metal heart
It's gonna tear me apart
And god damn your magnetic touch
That made me fall in love
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Closer to the Girl
05:49
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She makes me feel a little closer
To how the world's supposed to be
She needs to be a little closer
She feels so far away from me
There must be something in the way
That she looks at me
That says that things will be okay
Just wait and see
I see her smile out the corner of my eye
I feel a warmth and I don't know why
But she pulls me closer to the edge of the seat of life
She moves the world at her own pace
And she won't slow down
My world becomes a brighter place
When she's around
I'm gonna catch up to her one day
And if I do I won't know what to say
Cause she'll have took all my words and breath away
There was a moment when we saw into
Each others eyes
She smiled so radiant and pure
And yet kinda shy
And I didn't say a word that night
Cause that moment could last me a lifetime
To be next to her, well I would die
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The Replacements
05:28
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I think it's getting out of hand
I can't hold on to the end
And I know it's getting to my head
Because I've become so obsessed
I think it's time to just admit
But I don't think it'll help me quit
Cause my addiction's getting stronger by the minute
And it seems much easier
To sit inside than going out there
Cause I don't think that I can handle the pressure
She lets me do anything I please
Holding hands right through the tv screen
She fills the void that loneliness brings to me
And she seems so hard to shove
Because I think I need her too much
And now I'm walking alone with this crutch
It must be time to let her go
I can't face myself when I'm alone
She helps me ease my mind and just let go
Can't stop myself from coming back
And before she fades to black
She helps replace everything that I lack
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Killing Me
03:45
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Is it easier to move on
From things that happened
Than things that never could have been
I think the things I never said
Have left me for dead
And now you're under my skin
And you don't know but it's killing me
The things I'll never know that weren't meant to be
And you don't know that it's killing me
But it is
I hope that you're happy
With everything you've got
I hope that you're at peace
And you're everything I'm not
I think of reasons to forget
The things that I regret
Because there's not much else
And you don't know but it's killing me
The things I'll never know that weren't meant to be
And you don't know that it's killing me
But it is
I just hope it's not killing you
Like it's killing me
I just hope it's not killing you
Like it's killing me
I just wish I could know if we
Were even meant to be
But now it's killing me
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20
04:05
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I'm 20 years old
And what have I done
Nothing to show to for
Anything at all
I'm 20 years old
So what do I do
Is it way too soon
To be looking for you
Whatever happened
To all of the dreams that we used to have
Did they just fade away
Like stars in a sunrise and cloudy days
Hang over my head
Remind me of things I can't forget
Like brandings burnt onto my mind
I've burnt out and can't rewind
I'll never forget you
No matter how hard I seem to try
Your smile could save my life
But not that I'd get what I need tonight
So send on my way
So send me an army to fight this war
Send me a damsel in distress
Send me a home that's worth fighting for
I don't wanna die alone
But I don't feel in control
I just wanna feel like I belong
Just give me some hope and I might hold on
I've thrown away chances
I've hid from my fears
I've battled and fought with remorse
It's gotten me nowhere
So give me just one shot
And maybe a dozen more to miss
Cause if I can tell the truth
I could use the practice
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Kamikaze Pilot
03:14
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I think my heart's had enough
Time to get what I want to love
I wasted so much damn time
So I can't wait to make you mine
Setting sail into mystery
Over seas of destiny
Can't get what I want I'll take what I need
And she won't quite know it yet
But she's got a bounty on her head
And I won't be coming for her dead
I'm a kamikaze pilot
Flying high above the night
And I'm gonna take you out once you're in my sight
And take cover cause I'm 'bout to blow
This rusted metal heart is known to explode
And I'll help you to your feet if you help me back on my own
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Anywhere Else
04:24
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She wants to live in the moment
But no one lives forever
I don't think I can wait for her any longer
She wantsa night to remember
She wants to be forgotten
Anywhere else and I could not let that happen
I find myself alone in the world
I better start looking for love
And I'm so new, I get lost when I don't know what to do
Then I see her walking around
She looks at me like she wants to get down
And I know that that's all she came to do
Oh I'm a fool
Another opportunity missed
I'm shaking and I'm doing the twist
I wish I didn't care but I'm lying to myself
I know she's only here for good times
And to try and feel a little less lonely tonight
And I just wanna feel the same, less lonely alright
For the rest of my life
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Plan of Action
03:58
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I need a plan of action
The worst part is waiting for something to happen
The worst part is feeling like you're going nowhere
I gotta say gotta say something to her
It seems to be that love is for the opportunists
I like to think that I am an optimist
It could be better, can't get much worse
But only when I think about how much it hurts
The ignorance to love might truly be bliss
I found myself by searching for a missing person
Think now I know better but I still haven't found them
Maybe I'll find them if I stop looking
And I'm the king of over thinking things
Cause you showed up and I might just change the description
Sometimes I think that I'm in the right place
Conversational, pleasant enough, and not a waste of space
Is it too much to ask, I don't need an award
Maybe it is, I don't need to be adored
But I find myself wishing I had something witty to say
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Becoming Magnetic
05:00
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I know I want to settle down
But I need my brain to just calm down
Learn how to crawl before I run
The only one that I should be looking out for is number one
Give me some time to think things through
So pre-occupied with what to do
There's better places I could be
So why the hell do I think someone should be loving me
Taking time off from living here
Avert your eyes and it becomes crystal clear
Hindsight can tell you where to go
But I haven't been there yet, so I don't know
I need some time to settle down
Into this life that I've thrown around
Learn how to live before die
Rearrange the puzzle pieces until I see myself smile
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Conor Alexander England, UK
A 20-something guy bringing back that sound of rock made by outcasts and weirdos.
Making the kind of music I'd want to listen to.
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